well the key to my survival was never in much doubt the question was how i could keep sane trying to find a way outthings were never easy for me peace of mind was hard to find and i needed a place where i could hide somewhere i could call minei didnt think much about it till it started happening all the time soon i was living with the fear everyday of what might happen that nighti couldnt stand to hear the crying of my mother and i remember when i swore that that would be the last theyd see of me and i never went home againthey say that time is a healer and now my wounds are not the same i rang a bell with my heart in my mouth i had to hear what hed sayhe sat me down to talk to me he looked me straight in the eyes he said youre no son youre no son of mine youre no son youre no son of mine you walked out you left us behind and youre no son youre no son of mineoh his words how they hurt me ill never forget it and as the time it went by i lived to regret it youre no son youre no son of mine but where should i go and what should i do youre no son youre no son of mine but i came here for help oh i came here for youwell the years they passed so slowly i thought about him everyday what would i do if we passed on the street would i keep running awayin and out of hiding places soon id have to face the facts wed have to sit down and talk it over and that would mean going backthey say that time is a healer and now my wounds are not the same but i rang that bell with my heart in my mouth i had to hear what hed sayhe sat me down to talk to me he looked me straight in the eyes he said youre no son youre no son of mine youre no son youre no son of mine you walked out you left us behind and youre no son youre no son of mineoh his words how they hurt me ill never forget it and as the time it went by i lived to regret it youre no son youre no son of mine but where should i go and what should i do youre no son youre no son of mine but i came here for help oh i was looking for youyoure no son youre no son of mine oh youre no son ha yeah ha yeah ha yeah youre no son youre no son of mine oh oh