im about to lose my mind youve been gone for so long im running out of time i need a doctor call me a doctor i need a doctor doctor to bring me back to lifei told the world one day i would pay it back say it on tape and lay it record it so that one day i could play it back but i dont even know if i believe it when im saying that yall starting to creep in everyday its so gray and black hope i just need a ray of that cause no one sees my vision when i play it for em they just say its wack but they dont know what dope is and i dont know if i was awake or asleep when i wrote this all i know is you came to me when i was at my lowest you picked me up breath new life in me i owe my life to you but for the life of me i dont see why you dont see like i do but it just dawned on me you lost a son demons fighting you its dark let me turn on the lights and brighten me itll enlighten you i dont think you realize what you mean to me not the slightest clue cause me and you were like a crew i was like your sidekick you gon either wanna fight me when i get off this fucking mic or you gon hug me but im out of options theres nothing else i can do causeim about to lose my mind youve been gone for so long im running out of time i need a doctor call me a doctor i need a doctor doctor to bring me back to lifeit hurts when i see you struggle you come to me with ideas you say there just pieces so im puzzled cause the shit i hear is crazy but your either getting lazy or you dont believe in you no more seems like your own opinions not one you can form cant make a decision you keep questioning yourself second guessing and its almost like your begging for my help like im your leader your supposed to fucking be my mentor i can endure no more i demand you remember who you are it was you who believed in me when everyone was telling you dont sign me everyone at the fucking label lets tell the truth you risked your career for me i know it as well as you nobody wanted to fuck with the white boy dre im crying in this booth you saved my life now maybe its my turn to save yours but i can never repay you what you did for me is way more but i aint giving up faith and you aint giving up on me get up dre im dying i need you come back for fucks sakeim about to lose my mind youve been gone for so long im running out of time i need a doctor call me a doctor i need a doctor doctor to bring me back to life bring me back to life bring me back to lifei need a doctor doctor to bring me back to lifeit literally feels like a lifetime ago but i still remember the shit like it was just yesterday though you walked in yellow jump suit whole room cracked jokes once you got inside the booth told you like smoke went through friends some of them i put on but they just left they said they was riding to the death but where the fuck are they now now that i need them i dont see none of them all i see is slim fuck all you fairweather friends all i need is him fucking backstabbers when the chips were down you just laughed at us now you bout to feel the fucking wrath of aftermath fagots you gon see us in our lab jackets and ask us where the fuck we been you can kiss my indecisive ass crack maggots and the crackers ass little crack a jack beat making wack ass backwards producers im back bastards one more cd and then im packing up my bags and as im leaving ill guarantee they scream dre dont leave us like that man causeim about to lose my mind youve been gone for so long im running out of time i need a doctor call me a doctor i need a doctor doctor to bring me back to life