i drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted i thought about our last kiss how it felt the way you tasted and even though your friends tell me youre doing fineare you somewhere feeling lonely even though hes right beside you when he says those words that hurt you do you read the ones i wrote yousometimes i start to wonder was it just a lie if what we had was real how could you be finecause im not fine at alli remember the day you told me you were leaving i remember the makeup running down your face and the dreams you left behind you didnt need them like every single wish we ever made i wish that i could wake up with amnesia and forget about the stupid little things like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you and the memories i never can escapecause im not fine at allthe pictures that you sent me theyre still living in my phone ill admit i like to see them ill admit i feel alone and all my friends keep asking why im not aroundit hurts to know youre happy yeah it hurts that youve moved on its hard to hear your name when i havent seen you in so longits like we never happened was it just a lie if what we had was real how could you be finecause im not fine at alli remember the day you told me you were leaving i remember the makeup running down your face and the dreams you left behind you didnt need them like every single wish we ever made i wish that i could wake up with amnesia and forget about the stupid little things like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you and the memories i never can escapeif today i woke up with you right beside me like all of this was just some twisted dream id hold you closer than i ever did before and youd never slip away and youd never hear me sayi remember the day you told me you were leaving i remember the makeup running down your face and the dreams you left behind you didnt need them like every single wish we ever made i wish that i could wake up with amnesia and forget about the stupid little things like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you and the memories i never can escapecause im not fine at all no im really not fine at all tell me this is just a dream cause im really not fine at all